I Want To Be A Wall, Volumes 1-3

August 4th, 2024

by Eleanor Walker, Staff Writer

I Want To Be A Wall explores the fake marriage between Gakurouta, a closeted gay man with an unrequited crush on his childhood friend, and Yuriko, an asexual woman who’s a big BL fangirl. Can this odd couple find something in this unconventional relationship?

Volume 1 opens up with Yuriko and Gakurouta entering their new life as newlyweds and figuring out living together as a married couple. In an attempt to understand his new wife’s hobby, Gakurota starts exploring Yuriko’s BL collection, much to her embarassment. Our odd couple though, are better at communication than a lot of other married couples, and state their boundaries in a healthy way to each other. We then hear the stories of their respective childhoods and the origins of Gakurouta’s crush on his childhood friend Sousuke.

Volume 2 tells us the story of how our odd couple first met. Both sides were pressured into finding partners by their respective families, (arranged marriages are still relatively common in Japan compared to the West). The two of them get to know each other, gradually find themselves more comfortable with and opening up to each other, then Gakurouta proposes the marriage of convenience to Yuriko. The rest of the volume is devoted to them getting to know each other a little more, figuring out how to live together and going on a pilgrimage together to visit a limited exhibition of one of Yuriko’s favourite manga. The two of them are clearly happy with each other, but since that happiness isn’t conventional, is it real to anyone else in the story?

Volume 3 takes us to Gakurouta’s grandmother’s house (she raised him), Yuriko meeting her for the first time and the elephant in the room, grandchildren, comes up once again. It’s this volume which really asks the big questions, and challenges the assumption that a conventional heterosexual marriage and kids are the instant and only key to happiness.  One bit I really didn’t like about the series is the surprise introduction of Sousuke’s girlfriend at the end of the previous volume. I felt she created unnecessary and over the top drama which didn’t fit with the tone of the series. Other conflicts which come up, like the risk of Grandmother finding out that the marriage is fake seem much more plausible and fit into the story better.

Overall, this series is a good reminder that just because a relationship isn’t conventional, doesn’t mean it’s not happy. Everyone’s definition of happiness is different, and maybe society would do well to remember that rather than persecute those who live their lives outwith the expected social norms.

“What’s the point in having a system where people who actually need a marriage can’t have one?” It’s also great to see more positive asexual representation out there. At just 3 volumes, it’s a worthwhile addition to your queer manga collection.

Ratings:

Art – 6. Some faces and perspectives are a bit off, but not enough to detract from enjoying the story.
Story – 8  It’s enjoyable to see them care for each other in their own way, and a nice reminder that “normal” isn’t always best.
Characters – 7  All lovely except Sousuke’s girlfriend who just felt overly fake and melodramatic.
Service – Non existent
LGBTQ+ – 10. Two people who don’t fit into conventional society supporting and caring for each other as best they can.

Overall – 8



Yuri Network News – (百合ネットワークニュース) – August 3, 2024

August 3rd, 2024

A blue silhouette of a girl with a white flower in her hair, embracing the earth. Blue block letters read YNN Yuri Network News. Art by Lissa P. For Okazu.Happy Okazu Birthday month! August is always such an amazing time of year with tons of stuff going on and this year is no different. So let’s get into it. ^_^

Yuri Manga

The Galette Magazine in English kickstarter launched today and has already cleared it’s first goal! As I am typing, it is very close to clearing the first stretch goal in less than 24 hours. I’m very excited that you’ll all get to see what I have been talking about for 5+ years!

We have some new items up on the Yuricon Store!

I Can’t Say No to the Lonely Girl, Volume 3 just came out this past month and I’ve got it here on the to-review pile. ^_^ This series has a rocky start, but ends up quite sweet.

The fourth volume of Cheerful Amnesia will be hitting shelves in September.

Futaribeya: A Room for Two, Volume 5 is up on the Store. This series has very limited numbers of early volumes left, I find.

Pre-orders are being accepted for Kase-san and Yamada, Volume 4 now, with an April 2025 release date.

We have Comic Yuri Hime, September 2024 (コミック百合姫2024年9月号) on the store and I’m reading it now, trying to stay caught up. ^_^

Catching up on one other series on the Store, we have Kuzushiro’s Heian historical comedy Kimi no Tamenara Shineru, Volume 12 (姫のためなら死ねる)

A-shi to Watashi 2 Gal x Yuri Anthology (あーしとわたし。2 ギャル×百合アンソロジー) is the second Gal Yuri Anthology from Kadokawa which they promise is a “little more sexual” than the first.

For folks looking for something heartwarming, try Salvia no Bouquet, Part 1 (サルビアのブーケ(上)) the story of a young orphan being raised by an also young magic master.

 

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Yuri Light Novel

In a world where idol competitions have replaced warfare, idols carry the fate of the world on their shoulders.  Stellar Step, Volume 2 (ステラ・ステップ) is up on the Yuricon Store.

 

Anime News

Via YNN Correspondent Patricia B Toei is teasing Girls Band Cry on their English X account. Get the details from Crystalynn Hogdkins on ANN.

Diskotek has announced the release of Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha A’s – Complete Collection on Blu-Ray.

Quick reminder that Sailor Moon Cosmos premieres on Netflix on August 22 (which kind of sucks for those of us at AnimeNYC, but whatcha gonna do.)

Ojamajo Doremi Anime Releases New 25th Anniversary Video – Komatsu-san has the scoop on Crunchyroll News.

 

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Yuri Events

I am excited to announce that I will be tabling with Rica Takashima at AnimeNYC this year! We’ll be at Table E01 at the front of the Artist’s Alley. Drop by and grab a copy of By Your Side: The First 100 Years of Yuri Anime and Manga signed by both of us! She’ll have art prints, I’m bringing some ALC manga and some postcards and stickers as give-aways, and it’ll be a blast for all of us.

Don’t miss my two panels! The Rise of Queer Manga, with TJ “Tiff” Ferentini, Jacqueline Fung and Nicole Roderick.  We’ll be talking about queerness in manga and being queer in manga!

On Sunday, Zack Davisson and I will be talking about A History of Manga By Decade: Manga’s History Two Books At A Time. We were hoping to promote our upcoming book Manga: A Visual History, coming this autumn from DK, but we couldn’t get permission to share pages. ^_^; Jillian Rudes of Manga in Libraries will be our moderator, so it’ll definitely be a party.

One last super exciting AnimeNYC note – this year is the first North American Manga Awards ceremony. Deb Aoki and pals have been working their butts off to get this established. Two Lesbian books are up for awards, She Loves To Cook And She Loves To Eat and the My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness, Special Edition. ^_^

 

Other News

Miles Thomas Atherton  does amazing work in Comparing Japanese and US Anime Viewership: Spring 2024. Isekai is here to stay.

From Eniko, whom we have known for a long time, the game Kitsune Tails is now out! The creative team is majority-queer, and the game is incredibly cute. Give it a look and throw them some money. ^_^

 

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Koudou Ryou no Seizana Hibi, Volume 2 (黄道寮の星座な日々)

August 1st, 2024

A girl with short blond hair holds the cheeks of girl with brown braids, as they laugh and smile at one another.In Volume 1,  a young woman is sent to the Zodiac Dormitory by her sister with the admonition to “Take care of Alice.” And so, in Koudou Ryou no Seizana Hibi, Volume 2 (黄道寮の星座な日々), by Canno, the new Virgo, in a dorm where everyone goes by a Zodiac sign name, has two mysteries to track down….why is Gemini so opposed to her joining and who, exactly, is Alice?

In case you cannot instantly guess the answer to the above two mysteries, let me assure you that I am about to spoiler the heck out of this story…

…they are the same mystery.

In this volume, with the help of the other girls at the dormitory, Virgo tracks down a lost diary written by the former Virgo about how she fell in love with a teacher and, after graduation, married him.

In the meantime it’s all fun and games, except Gemini will not give in and the rule is that there needs to be a complete consensus on new arrivals. But, of course, this is a rom-com, so eventually we get the whole story which is, yes, that the previous Virgo, new Virgo’s sister was the girl who left to marry the teacher, only there was another student at the dormitory who was in love with her – Alice, also known as Gemini.

This Virgo and Gemini decide they are in love with one another, as well, but Gemini assures her that she does not see Virgo as a shadow of her sister and we all live happily ever after.

Except.

One.

Thing.

If that girl were truly a Virgo, this story would have been over almost immediately. “Ohhhh, you must be Alice, ” she would have said to Gemini about 2 minutes after meeting her.  ^_^;

Ratings:

Art – 7
Story – 7
Characters – Exactly as you’d expect
Service – 0 Unless you have an astrology kink
Yuri – 9

Overall – 7

This is a very cute series for which I needed to take my brain away, in order to enjoy. I forgot to do that, so it was cute and might be forgettable except she chose to make the protagonist a Virgo. Had the signs been reversed, I would have accepted the story as written. ^_^



Throw Away The Suit Together, Volume 1

July 31st, 2024

Two women only wearing button down white shirts, sit on a house veranda under a blue sky, smiling.by Matt Marcus, Staff Writer

I have a morbid fascination with LinkedIn. I often peruse the site for a sort of black comedy, a satire where people are genuinely excited about how one divine moment of #leadership made their company infinitesimally more profitable. Even though I decided to willingly join this farce of productivity posturing, I pride myself on holding onto my skepticism of this bizarre forum. I am the man wearing the They Live shades, firm in my knowledge that I can play the game while acknowledging its hollowness. Yet, some days my confidence falters and I wonder if there’s a way to escape all this, to find some means of providing a life for my family that doesn’t require me to use phrases like “maximize stakeholder value”. But it’s a passing feeling, one I have become quite adept at swallowing.

When I go to my feed, what greets me is a deluge of banal job hunting advice, questionable claims about the current job market, rosy prognostications on the future of AI. Each post I scroll by fills me with more and more dread. Does my resumé have a snowball’s chance in hell of even making it through to human eyes anymore? And after that, can I prove myself to be skilled and savvy enough by answering inane questions through three, four, five-plus interview rounds? These days, it’s distressingly common to see desperate posts from strangers with the #OpenForWork badge added to their profile picture loudly shouting about their many, many months of failed job searching. I feel lucky that my current job is secure, but it’s not the kind of luck I can savor. I cannot imagine what the pressure might be like for those fresh to the job hunt.

In this first volume of Throw Away The Suit Together, college student Haru is one of those struggling job seekers. All she wants is some security for her and her long-time girlfriend, Hinoto, so they can live a comfortable life together. Unfortunately, she bombs her second-round interview at one company and proceeds to not pass the first round at several others. Under the pressure of these failures, she snaps, throws all her job applications out into the street, and decides that they should escape Tokyo on “Hii-chan”’s scooter. Hinoto, ever supportive of her partner, agrees to go along with her, abandoning her internship. They head off to Hinoto’s aunt’s summer house on an unnamed island.

Their plan, what little of it there is, doesn’t go smoothly. After falling asleep overnight on the beach, Hinoto’s bike, which held all of their belongings, is taken by a local who thought it was abandoned. They arrive at the house, only for its owner to call and tell them they are not welcome to live there (Hinoto had, of course, neglected to ask for permission). They have no idea what they are going to do for money. But they are in love, and their belief in that love is what will pull them through it.

Things do turn around, a little. Hinoto’s aunt gives the girls her blessing to use the house (all she wanted was some honesty). The bike and its contents are returned by the young woman, Naruko, who took it, and it turns out she’s a diving instructor who may have a job to offer. After an initially awkward proposal from Haru, the girls agreed to upgrade their relationship status to “engaged”. The volume ends as the two lovers begin writing up a marriage application, though they know that gay marriage isn’t fully legal in Japan.

Keyyang-sensei nailed the anxiety and feelings of futility in the job search. Hell, I’m nearly tempted to put a content warning for it. Given that, you’d expect this story to be a straightforward escapist fantasy: screw the rat race, let’s move to an island and live a good, simple life. But, there’s something here that gives me pause. So far, every step Haru and Hinoto have made has been messy and poorly thought out, though they have so far managed to overcome these unforced errors. Nevertheless, it is hard to shake the feeling that the specter of Tokyo and the world it represents still haunts them.

Haru in particular seems to keep pushing away facing the difficult questions and escapes into deeper and deeper fantasies. Hinoto is more pragmatic, but she is willing to do anything to make Haru happy right now, fuck the consequences. I should feel relieved by their adventure, but I’m not. The fears of failure have been merely tamped down, like when you decide yet again to binge YouTube videos instead of updating your years-old resumé. Haru has thrown a rug over the mess, expecting it to disappear. The escape doesn’t feel complete.

As for the art, it’s much like the protagonists: earnest but a bit sloppy. The characters don’t seem consistently drawn, particularly Hinoto whose hair inexplicitly develops a flat top with corners for a couple of panels. That said, there are two really solid two-page splashes which seems a bit excessive for how little happens in the plot, but I can’t begrudge it too much. It is a little odd just how much page space includes our protagonists in some state of semi-sexy undress, though I’m willing to give it a pass as a sign of the level of comfort and intimacy they share (they have been dating since before college, though we don’t know much else). Things don’t actually get spicy until a bonus comic near the end of the comic, the purpose of which I don’t quite understand. The only thing that I can come up with is that it reinforces the motif of Haru attempting something with good intentions and failing, with Hinoto brushing it off and showing her support.

I’m holding out hope that this trepidation I am feeling leaves me once the girls find some means of employment with Naruko, though we know that the jobs may only be seasonal. I’m rooting for these girls. They may not stay on the island forever but I’m hoping that this trip rebuilds Haru’s confidence, and maybe shifts her view on what her goal should be for what is only the very beginning of her career. If not, she could always consult LinkedIn.

Art – 6 Competent but a bit too sloppy for my liking
Story – 7 The road is there is there, but I’m nervous about the destination
Characters – 7 Haru’s avoidant tendencies and Hinoto’s blind support is a dangerous pairing
Service – 5 There’s sex, and the girls spend a lot of time in a state of undress
Yuri – 9 / LGBTQ – 5 There is a marriage proposal!

Overall – 6 Narrowly making it to the second interview round

Volume 2 of this island escape story hits shelves in October.

For all future prospective employers: all opinions expressed in this review are exaggerated for dramatic effect :)

Matt Marcus is a serial enthusiast whose range of appreciations include guitars, watches, and a particular genre of Japanese popular media named after a flower. Outside of writing for Okazu, he cohosts various projects on the Pitch Drop Podcast Network, where he frequently bloviates about video games, anime, and manga. He also hosts a blog Oh My God, They Were Bandmates analyzing How Do We Relationship in greater depth.



Comic Yuri Hime, August 2024 (コミック百合姫2024年8月号)

July 29th, 2024

On a dark green background, in an elaborate gold frame/flower arbor, two girls look intimately at one another. A gorl with short dark hair has both hands on the cheek of a blonde girl.After the behemoth of an issue last month, you might be concerned about the slimmer volume for Comic Yuri Hime, August 2024 (コミック百合姫2024年8月号)…don’t be. It jumps right in to a new chapter (and a “new chapter”) of Takisham Eku’s “Sasayakuyouni Koi wo Utau,” as Miki’s sempai from wind ensemble struggles with how to appropriately convey her feelings to the kouhai she both treasures…and likes as a person. Miki remembers how Himari felt tortured about Yori, now she’s in the same boat!

Lirium and Nana dig into their shared power in Isekai fantasy “Muryoku Seijo to Munou Oujo ~ Maryoku Zero de Shoukansareta Seijo no Isekai Kyuukoku-ki ~” by Tamasaki Tama. They may be powerless along, but together they are quite explosive.

In “Kanaria ha Kiraboshi no Yume wo Miru” Fumino is envisioning a life in fashion, with her new model, but there are forces that may work against her – including her own mother –  in this historical piece set in the Taisho period by SheepD.

“Osoto Gohan wo Isshi ni?” has, finally, and not all that welcomely, introduced a conflict.  Fuka is distraught when she learns that Yomogi might have to move. What will happen to their meals and time together?

Did you know that Lily is among the most popular characters in “Watashi no Oshi ha Akuyaku Reijou.”? She is. Not mine, however. And this interstitial arc is very much about her feelings for Rae. As I am not a fan of one-sided obsessive loves, the fact that this arc is at least tied into the royal investigation into corruption keeps us moving forward.

Utatane Yuu’s “Odoriba ni Skirt ga Naru” finds Kiki and Michiru not vibing, but Kiki can’t quite understand why (Again. Still. But differently.) A talk with her beloved and admired older sister – who was their teacher’s partner when they were the star pair- gives her some insight as to what to do.

When confronted with a sudden crisis, Clarice takes charge, even at the risk of her own life in “Gakeppuchi Reijou ha Kuro Kishi-sama o Horesasetai!” with art by Somtime and story by Suo.  Frost-sama is blown away at her actions (ngl, so was I) , and also enraged by her response when asked why she did it. I am confused at to why Frost is trying so hard to get rid of Clarice. Clarice tries to get closer to Frost, but fails, during a game of chess. I like this story and look forward to Frost unclenching.

“Gara no Hime” by Korose this issue was a tear-jerker as Hime and Isana run across broken automatons who have been left activated but unable to fulfill their programming for centuries. Their resolution to set them at rest was touching.

Kodama Naoko’s “Utsotsuki Hanayome to Dousei Kekkon-ron” shows us a slightly stronger Shigizawa than we’re used to (stronger than most of Kodama-sensei’s protagonists are until the final crisis, in fact,), as she pulls herself back from making a terrible mistake with Gotoh, and addresses the gorilla in the room, finally – why did Gotoh run away from her husband? Gotoh’s response is understandable and also still frustrating.

In “Koharu to Minato” Minato has been working hard, so Koharu takes her out for a professional massage.

Yakan starts a new series, “Lolita to Ane” which will give us all a chance to once again learn about the freedom in wearing gothic lolita along with elementary schooler Miyuki.

And, of course, there are plenty of comics I did not read or did not mention in this chock-full volume. It’s still a whole lot of Yuri for the price!

Ratings:

Overall – 9

The September issue is in and I’m reading it now. ^_^ Always playing catch up with this magazine.